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by Endings(Official)

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1.
I've been trapped inside this suffocating darkness This room that I'm in doesn't allow any light in I've lost count of the days I've been inside it Physically alone but these fucked up voices keep me haunted I know I've heard them before Because it's always the same god damn story They never stop, they never leave Always here to remind me I'm not good enough, I'll always disappoint Create a wound that will fester Infection of the mind Rip out my insides to gorge off my own decaying flesh When will I feel the warmth of silence When will I feel the warmth of no judgements No matter what I do, I'll never be good enough
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Apparitions 03:10
As the voices get louder and louder I can see the apparitions take form Consumed with fear as they encroach upon me and prepare for their swarm Do my eyes deceive me These wretched visions are all that I see Following me no matter where I turn These malevolent beings are here to watch me burn This is the start of the end My whole body begins to descend Into an abyss where I'm alone with them Forever theirs to torment Looking into my eyes I am the one that they despise Reminding me everyday That there will never be an escape Their presence is all consuming As I remain helpless through the passing of time I accept my fate I know that it's too late Alone with them amongst this void All hope is destroyed
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Consumed 02:59
I haven't seen any light for days Held hostage to their malevolent ways Surrounded by their motionless glare I await what comes next consumed with despair Forced to breathe them in and become one with them Leaving me with a bitter taste that can never be cleansed Bleeding out from my tongue Acidic blood dripping back into my lungs I know this is meant to be This complete loss of my own identity What's left of me is in the hands of the powers that be
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Tearing at my flesh My sanity is put to the ultimate test I am nothing but a hostage to the demons living inside of me They wont ever let me go they will never let me be I feel them burning through my veins They've solidified their eternal reign They crawl at my skin and possess my being from within Can you tell me why it had to be me I cry out for help but god has forsaken me All I will ever know is inescapable agony Set me free My flesh is torn apart and my eyes are bleeding Every semblance of hope I've ever held onto is receding I will disembowel my own body I will find where you live inside of me
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Suffocated 02:56
There is nothing left for me here As I lay amongst my entrails their presence is still clear The smell of my own decaying flesh fills my lungs The suffering has only just begun Suffocated by the weight of my own mistakes How much more can my body physically take Why do they keep me here I thought the end was surely near But I am left rotting amongst the smell of death What else would you do when this life of agony is all you ever knew I pray for the day that my consciousness fades away

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released October 19, 2018

Tracked by Edwin Barillas at J&E Recordings
Mixed and mastered by Peter Swiatkowski at Seraph Recordings

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